sometimes when u look at others and find that you cant stand them, do you find yourself looking at yourself and asking if you're like that too? i do. its embarassing and frustrating, to realize that im just as sinful. and by judging others, i become more sinful.

why is it that we can be so self centered? why do we only think if we enjoy ourselves? why not try to do everything so that someone else can enjoy themselves? someone once said that i give too much and i should try to take more for myself. can i do it? i admit that it gets tiring to give, but i want to.

by giving, am i taking as well?