i now know what is wrong with me. "have a happy period!". what a dumb sanitary pad advertisement. as if the pad can cause hormone levels to return to normal. bah.

courage. a term that has long since left my vocabulary. a term that has been brought back to life through the stoning of Paul. its amazing how Paul, after being stoned, got up and walked back into the city. do i have the courage to do that? if i do then i want to do it for You.

its time to be thick skinned. time to be a friend. time to stop sinking.