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sitting in the library now.. i think this is the first time im in here alone.. haha very productive.. did draft 2 for my essay.. hopefully there is enuff info to finish my essay by the dateline..

im very very sleeepy.. slept at 2 last nite.. also dunno why.. couldnt sleep.. anw.. woke up at 615 today.. haha was late for lect. wat a nice start.. now.. after being in here for 3 hrs.. its time to move to macs n haf a "good" dinner.. haha n i onli haf 15 min for dinner loh.. how wonderful..

someone jus told me smth abt someone i noe today.. not exactli gossip.. but i also dunno why i let myself dwell into the info.. i noe its definiteli true cos my fren dint exactli judge tt person.. jus a remark.. but i think it kinda hurt me.. cos i suddenli realise tt the person has been lying to me.. sigh.. sometimes when u dun haf the info, u wish u had it.. wish u knew wat exactli was going on.. but when u finali get the info.. u realise u realli dun wanna noe anything.. but too late... o well.. i guess its time to let go.. dun let such pple affect me anymore.. im tired of letting my emotions get affected.. cost me so many sleepless nites n so much tears.. all im asking of God now is the strength to go on.. n let go.. sometimes when pple hurt u.. u jus haf to learn to let go.. forget it n dun let it affect u.. cos its pointless.. as if the person noes ur hurt.. hmmzz