im back!!

wow!! im finalli home from retreat!!! phew.. haha so happy. i've never been soooo busy at retreat b4.. realli pei fu those who have been doing this for a very long time.. n surprisingli.. a tv addict like me hasnt watched the tv since sat.. haha all i did during these 4 days r jus running around n sleeping=p honestli, being retreat coordinator is not easy. have to deal with weird pple n try to communicate with pple who cant speak english.. thank God for sign language.. haha.. some pple r jus weird la.. so much demands, as if your so free n ur sole purpose of living is to serve them. as if. sigh this has been a tough time for me.. having to rush from exam to retreat to worship leading to christmas.. i doubt i will have enuff time to rest in this hols.

things havent been going well for me actualli. im tired. realli realli tired. so much to do, yet so little time. normalli pple use this phrase for exams.. haha but i use it even after exams. all i can say now is to ask God for wisdom n strength, so tt i can do all i haf to do. honestli, i wan to do more for God, but sometimes, being human, i realli cant take it when pple take u for granted. pls pray for me pple. for me to let my pride down n be a servant. remind me to stop complaining!! hehe tts for a start. too mani tings to change in me liao=x

thinking back, retreat was fun. i think youth fellowship has never been so happening b4.. haha everyone turns up for prayer meeting, everyone meet after service for fellowship, everyone go for earli breakfast together, everyone sit tog in service n so on=p very very fun. thanks vincent. ur hard work has not gone down in vain=) im so touched actualli, that we're so close now. anw, i realli wanna mention, thank n say tt im very proud of jasmine, ruth n hannah. these 3 gals onli became closer in this camp (i think) but yall managed to welcome kristy into our group n get her to sit with us for service. jus thinking of this brings tears to my eyes. so so so so proud of yall, no words can fully describe. haha. honestli, a few mths ago, i tot i was such a failure, cant get yall to break up ur clique, but hey, yall proved me wrong!!! yahoo, yipee, calloo callay!!! -hops around in joy- LOVE yall so much. can hug yall to death. haha