freak out!!!

wah.. yesterday was one of the rare times i actually felt my heart stop man.. suddenli my laptop couldnt be switched on!!! -screams in horror- started smsing the comp pro to ask how??? how??? wah reali freak me out man.. haha so today went to "repair" it liao.. realise it wasnt the laptop's prob..muahaha it was the adaptor's fault.. so change adaptor can liao.. wah.. i think i better have back up loh.. later laptop spoil i have to retype soooooo mani tings!!! cannot cannot

hmm today, i heard so mani stories on how God has helped his servants.. very very surprising how God works but hey... who said God is predictable? -grins- btw its defintely not easy to follow Christ.. u cant imagine the kinda politics u haf in any church (which is always hidden until u start serving greatly in tt church) or the kinda injustice u face.. we always think tt wat we r facing now is bad enough n we r the most pitiful pple on earth.. but wait till u go get greater responsibilities.. the devil has greater "plans for u" too.. but hey.. the greater the problems.. the greater God's grace as well.. its amazing how God always provides at the last min.. but anyhow, it is onli thru such horrible circumstances tt we learn more abt God n love HIm more.. so honestli i dun mind getting into horrible circumstances as long as i can noe more abt God.

well, we must reali pray more for the servants of God. wat they face is realli beyond wat we can imagine so must pray hard for strength. esp now my dad going india, where there is flood. sigh reali fear for him. but hey, my dad belongs to the creator of heaven and earth, so even now, God is preparing for my dad in India. jus wanna ask those of u reading this to pray hard for my dad too k? thanks=p

o ya was watching star idol (i think tts wat its called) on channel 8 jus now.. haha so disgusting.. but its funny watching pple embarrass themselves jus to be famous.. o well.. but it did ignite my interest in acting.. miss those good ol days in chinese drama;) i think i haf been getting alot of those weird sudden interests, like modeling (not like i can make it) n acting n singing.. hehe i think im going crazy with all tt stress..