i hate being who i am. i haf too many faults. too many weaknesses. someone said that kind people feel sad very easily because they not only feel sad for themselves but they also feel sad for others. i would love to believe im kind. whenever i hate someone i end up hating myself even more because i come to the realization that i am like them too.

its time to learn something new. to see myself from God's perspective=D. hopefully i can love myself then. i must learn to accept my own weaknesses before i accept others'.

thank you God for loving me no matter how shitty i am.