its September already. this means that the work load has more than doubled. i am very very behind time. still doing readings for week one. -round of applause-.

i am afraid of the decisions i have made. suddenly i am questioning why i am doing sociology. i am not creative. i do not critically view all opinions. i just naturally take them in. what am i going to do? at this rate i will die for everything.

why on earth did i say i am for the notion?!?!?!?! i am so dead. " i should have just gone with the flow.