strange

i haf a 15 pages essay due this fri.. n im still on page 2.. sigh.. isnt it strange that i can be so relaxed when everyone else is panicking dunno if its good to relax loh.. my fren was jus saying she is very surprised tt im not panicking.. n she goes ard telling everyone tt im very relaxed.. m i supposed to panick because u panick? feel like slapping her.. honestly.. u can panick all u wan.. dun come n poke ur nose into my business k? >< rude i noe.. but hey.. im alreadi too tired to be nice. somehow i hate uni life. pple r so competitive n they dun realli care abt how u feel anymore.. i guess when u come to the final few yrs of ur education u dun realli care if u make anymore frens cos u alreadi haf frens from so mani other yrs of education. o well.. talk abt the evil side of pple surfacing.

went for liquid nitrogen AND accupuncture yest.. wah.. ultimate pain. numbness, sharp pain and everything else rolled into one day. but the worse is not hte needles.. cos u dun feel much sharp pain from the needles.. mainly overwhelming numbness.. the worse is the medication.. this pack of brown bitter medication tt i haf to gulp down with a cup of warm water.. n no cold water until i get better.. -screams in horror- i naturalli haf high body temp loh.. n i NEED cold water!!!wats more, i almost puked when i took the medication.. sigh.. so mani more packs to go.. can die liao.. anw i jus hope it pays off man.. hate the pain in my shoulders.. decided to do everything needed to get well... including running.. hmm=/

i find it very sad tt i wont be able to join much of choir this yr.. used to wonder why my seniors dun come back for choir.. now i noe why.. rehearsal is on every day when i dun haf exams.. so i either haf exam or choir.. n i need those days to study.. there goes carolling.. o well shall see if i can go n sing without going for rehearsal..