10 more days.

being 20 does not mean i have to feel like i am 20 rite? actually, what does being 20 feel like? somehow birthdays do not feel so happy afterall. especially when it means that exams are 11 days later.

i am not a thinker, at least i do not think i am one. i love simplicity. but i am not allowed to be simple. why not?? i miss being a kid and thinking that the world is very simple. black and white. right and wrong. but that is far from the truth. or maybe the haze has blurred our vision to the truth as well. can we ever stop thinking?