why does everything have to get so complicated. lets just make it simple. when we first started, we were happy. after time passes, things changed and we're so uncomfortable around each other now. why not just go back to what it was before?

i want the gift of being devoid of emotions. although i would like to keep the happiness part of it.

how do you love those who have hurt you? especially when they do not even know they have hurt you? i would rather shrink into my shell and avoid the person. avoid getting hurt again. do i really have to come out and stick my hand in the heat again?

how can anyone be so selfish? how can anyone be so inconsiderate? how can anyone hurt others again and again, while asking whether it has hurt anyone? how can you expect others to understand you when you do not bother to understand anyone? it is not fair. not right.

do you love me? if you do, do something for me. love yourself.