2nd post of the day! before i adjourn for lunch -grins-

was reading through my old post and i came across this:

it is so easy to feel disappointed. to look at someone and wonder how long it would take for me to give up. so often i have told myself to just give up and let things go as they are. but in the end i still am unable to let go of the friendship. then i do the ultimate silly thing and try to talk to you. and i get hurt yet again. for how long do you think this friendship will last? do you even treasure it the way that i do?

i am starting to have doubts on how far i can go and how long i can last.

i am still feeling this after so long. and yes, i have lasted this long. now that exams are over, perhaps it is time to do something about this, like change my perspective.

i know you do not want to talk, but when you do, i want you to know i will always be here to listen. if you still do not want to talk, i will still support you in anyway i can. all i ask is that you work things through with God. He will definitely comfort you.

in case you were wondering, these words refer to more than one person ;)