something is really wrong with me.

on monday (8/1) i thought it was 10 Jan, and i did the quiet time for 10 Jan. on tuesday, i somehow read my calender wrongly again and i scolded myself for reading one day in advance, because i thought it was 10 Jan again. so i read my 9 Jan quiet time. yesterday, i read the calender correctly! (finally) and realized it was finally 10 Jan. how can i think it is 10 Jan 3 days in a row????? what is wrong with me?!?!?

another thing. i've been having weird nightmares EVERY NIGHT. dreams to do with death, the underworld, sin and hell. wonderful huh. every morning i wake up feeling like i have not slept a wink. what is happening??