i need a new pair of sports shoes.
i need goggles.
i need a new handphone.

i want sunglasses.
i want contact lenses.
i want to get an mp3 player for my mother.

i look at the 35% of my salary left and wonder which i should start saving up for first. haha

my life is in a mess again. it goes into a mess everytime i have a long and boring holiday. time to shake it up again.

i love daniel. yups you heard me. his is a life of perfection (or at least the bible did not mention any mistakes he made), but a life of persecution. he was surrounded by dumb leaders and dumb Jews (except for his three true friends). how i wish i can be like him. he does not have problems making decisions because his decisions are always clear cut: just do what God wants. and he has wonderful friends who have great faith like he does. they did not care about whether or not God saves them from the furnace; they just refused to bow down. but when i think again, i realize that my wish is dangerous. wanting to be like daniel would mean i have alot to give up.

i want Christ to come clean up my room, but i have things that i still do not want to throw away.