dumb

as you roam down the road of life,
you meet many cross roads
you meet many storms
you meet many obstacles

but there comes a time when you just have to make the decision
the decision to say "stop"
the decision to fight
the decision to grow up

with that comes many sacrifices,
you have to deny yourself
you have to suffer alone
you have to suffer knowing you have to suffer

wouldnt it be nice to have someone to depend on?
wouldnt it be nice to have someone who loves you just the way you are?
wouldnt it be nice to have someone listen to you no matter what you wanna say?
wouldnt it be nice?

this is nt a depressing blog.. its jus grace ranting random tots..

im tired, im sad, im angry, im disappointed, im refueled, im inspired, im hopeful, im happy, im focused..

= confused.

i can sense the tiredness creeping up to me.. like something waiting in the shadows of my room, for me to turn off the lights so they can come n overwhelm me. thanks.

so many things i wanna do, so many i hope i can do, so many i noe i cant do, so many i noe i shouldnt do. its never easy to be human, let alone be an alien in this world. sometimes i cant help but feel lonely.. like im the onli person around. voices jus float all over but i still feel empty after all these.. i think i realli need more of God.. i need to feed more on his word.. reading once in a while is not enuff to sustain me liao..

back!!

im finally home. haha tho i still wanna go back. simply love the weather!!! n the pple r really frenly..

but still its fun to be back.. to see so many pple run towards u to hug u.. haha felt so loved.. thanks gals.. not only have yall made my day, yall have made me more sure of my passion. thank you.

been sleeping ever since i came back.. haha super tired.. never slept so much.. o well i guess i need time to adjust back huh..=p

its over. finally. for those who share my joy, its time to binge=D

woke up this morning remembering i have nothing to do.. after the joy comes the emptiness.. must... go...out!

so many disappointments so many mistakes so much to change. *yawn* put in so much effort but nothing comes out of it.. i guess its time to step back n enjoy the destruction. cheers to all who have chosen the dark path.