Expectation. The illusion. The restriction. Do we think that expectations help us grow? Or are they merely tools to restrict your growth, dehumanizing you and making you less than whole?

Freedom needs to be earned. Through hard work. Through making sacrifices.

What do I have to do to make you love me?

was in school yesterday.. then it rained when i was going to go home.. but since i had no one to eat lunch with in school i decided to just walk in the rain.. since it was not so heavy yet.

then in the bus i reached into my bag to take my mp3 out.. then guess what.. i brought my umbrella!!! so dumb huh.. totally forgot that i brought my umbrella then get myself wet.

then it got me thinking about how many of us actually walk into troubles in life, like exams, friendship problems, ready to face it on our own.. when all along we have Christ in our bag, waiting for us to call to him for help. if i had remembered that i had my umbrella i would have taken it out and walked into the rain with it, fully assured that i am protected. but how many of us actually remember about God?

dont walk into troubles without Christ again, it is horrible.

had a fruitful quiet time today. found out what my purpose in life was:
Personnel: Grace Wan
Target: God
Mission: To please God with my life
Instructions: draw near to God through Quiet Time, Obey His Commands, love His people, show Him appreciation

Mission Possible.

the drought is here. the plant needs watering.

because he lives, i can face tomorrow,
because he lives, all fear is gone.
because i know, he holds the future,
and life is worth the living just because he lives.

shut up. say it only when you mean it. everything else is meaningless.

faith is not about emotions. follow the one even when you cant see the road ahead.

its September already. this means that the work load has more than doubled. i am very very behind time. still doing readings for week one. -round of applause-.

i am afraid of the decisions i have made. suddenly i am questioning why i am doing sociology. i am not creative. i do not critically view all opinions. i just naturally take them in. what am i going to do? at this rate i will die for everything.

why on earth did i say i am for the notion?!?!?!?! i am so dead. " i should have just gone with the flow.

My lovely Samsoon:

I love this show. Tells the real story and the emotional story behind relationships.

Girls: now you know that what you feel is NORMAL. Everyone feels it.

Boys: this is what you throw girls into when you are indecisive!!!!

School has just started but I feel like I need a break. But I know when the break comes I will be studying so I still end up needing more sleep. Sigh. I think China will love me soon. While I become their National Treasure.

everything seems clearer now. the emotions. the struggles. the liberation.

i love my lovely samsoon

with great power comes great responsibility. are we ready for democracy? or is it just a myth?