yahoo!!

yipee!! calloo callay!! hahahahahaha its over!!!!! joy to the world!! wow.. excitment is too vague to express my feelings now.. haha its finalli over.. i dun tink i did well.. but hey.. its over so i shall not think too much.. jus wait for the results n try to do better next sem loh.. =]

now tt exams r over.. i haf to concentrate on retreat stuff.. hmm so grateful to those who came to help out on tue.. wow love yall man.. realli helped out so much.. n i had so much fun doing the room ting with hannah n em.. haha almost tot we lost all the info.. phew.. thank God its jus a slight mistake.. haha o well.. hopefully everything goes well in thailand n we all can have a great time together n growing close to God.

actualli other than the exams.. another ting also made me realli happy. feel so relieved now.. so free n so grateful. i managed to meet my dateline: 29nov. was supposed to accomplish smth n i did!! almost tot i wont make it.. felt so impossible.. but hey.. nothing is impossible=p yup yup for those who noe wat i mean.. thanks for all ur prayers.. yall all my darlings!! hehe

my birthday pictures..

my and my birthday cake.. during a surprise bday party!! thanks pple! n below.. nov babies!! haha yan dao n chio bu..
this pink dress was a present from pple in my fellowship.. haha love tt dress!!! but i think need special occasion to wear it.. cos too nice liao. hehe
pple who paid for my pink dress...

there are more to come.. jus tt im too lazy to upload from my hp.. haha

to whom this may concern..

ok decided to write this to a few pple.. if u read my blog=p

firstli.. if u noe who u r.. very disappointed in u.. dint expect u to forget abt my birthday all together.. sigh, i mean.. just a simple happy birthday over msn i also happy.. but hey.. i guess i shall learn to stop expecting so much huh.. but nvm.. i felt very happy making tt birthday gift for u..hehe made me realise how creative i can me.. haha o well, dunno wat happened to our 'frenship' but i guess i shall not bother to ask liao..

to the next person.. hope u noe who u r.. i kinda expected our frenship to sour or disappear or wateva u call it, after all tt happened since u came back from ur trip.. things haf happened soooo fast n i still m trying to recover n figure out wat happened.. forgive me, when i start acting weird n all.. well, i haf to say it feels weird to talk to u or to sms u n all.. sense restrictions.. tts why i seem to apologise n 'tease' alot.. the restrictions r real.. but i haf to get used to it la.. anw.. hope ur happy with everything now.. n hopefully we can remain as good frens for a long long time.. considering wat happens to most of my frens.. =x if u noe wat i mean

happy birthday to me!

Today is my birthday!! Last teen birthday of my life.. after this, im a “ty”.. o well=p older can be good too, provided I grow up..

Actually this yr I seriousli have no mood or intention to celebrate my birthday.. I kinda told a lot of pple my birthday is coming, but I guess tt’s also cos I was telling myself its coming, but I dint feel like it.. however, this weekend is really a surprise. On sat, harsh n matt schemed n all to make meet me n give me a surprise party. Very very touched. Harsh smsed me to meet them at 4.30pm so they can come at 4pm to plan the surprise.. haha but lo n behold, I read the sms wrongly n turned up at 4. they were all so shocked to see me n matt had to bluff me abt going to the toilet jus to get my “cake” ready n harsh had to sneak off to get my flowers.. –blush- dint mean to read the sms wrongly la=] anw we went to eat at “out of the pan” and while we were “waiting” for my other frens, the waiter brought a brownie cake for me n they all sang birthday song for me. Thanks guys, really appreciate all ur effort.. haha n of cos thanks to friendster for reminding my frens for me=p glad I got to meet n catch up with y’all*^_^*

Then after tt I carried my large bouquet of flowers to my granny’s n surprised everyone.. haha they forgot its my birthday cos as usual, I decided to keep my birthday quiet.. kinda got a scolding from them after they all ‘disappeared’ to novena square to get me cake n present>< so sweet.. haha but paiseh la.. trouble all of them.. but haha I got tricked into getting a candle tt was pushed all the way into the cake with my teeth n of cos.. wat else could happen but have my face smashed into the cake.. hehe surprisingly, everyone in the family still ate the cake.. yuck.. =p

Sat nite was the hardest. My dad smsed me happy birthday from india n I jus had to break down. Really worry for him with all tt flood n all.. n he also has to spend both my birthday n his overseas n away from his family. I noe both him n my mom miss each other. Pray he comes home safe. Anw ya so many people sms me happy birthday at 12mn.. haha suddenli when I check my phone, so many smses appear. Really cool u noe.. some of those who send me birthday wishes were people I dint expect knew when my birthday was.

Today was really beyond expectation. Suddenly after service, richard announced both joel n my birthday.. wow how he knew it was my birthday I do not know.. but it was very embarrassing la=p then so many pple in church said happy birthday to me. How on earth did they noe tt today is my birthday?? Hmm anw ya I received lots of presents today.. cute ones funny ones, touching ones, practical ones (which im alreadi using) n weird ones tt I suppose I need a certain special occasion to use. Haha. Today after fellowship, joel went on stage n announced tt ihonor gonna start smth new, tt is someone is gonna go n tell everyone smth abt their fav hymn every week. Somehow I really tot they gonna start smth new.. haha then by some weird ‘coincidence’, piggy was reading the hymnal n he got called up to share abt his fav hymn: amazing grace. Still, I dint suspect anything.. haha then he started saying all kinds of silly things that kinda meant me.. then hannah appeared from the fire escape staircase (poor gal) *hehe* n they all sang happy birthday.. paiseh – yes, but very very touching.. so I cried n joy cried too.. *hehe* wat a day.. then when I tot it has all ended, hannah pulls out some present from a whole list of pple.. haha it was the dress tt I was soooo eager to buy=] we went to eat carl’s junior a few weeks ago n the gals tried on dresses for fun.. then I fell in love with this pink barbie doll dress.. then when I went to the toilet, some of them went to get the dress.. n I dint suspect anything at all!!! O man.. blur grace.. but blur is good.. haha I get lots of surprises..

Wanna say a berry berry big THANK YOU to all u who have made this day sooo special!! Realli touched n all.. yall made me cry so much this year.. n thanks for all the cream on my face –stares- but hey.. im ok as long as its once a yr.. haha

sian!!!

wow today is horrible!! dunno why but i jus cant sit down n study loh!!! everytime i sit down n try to study, i get distracted n all.. sian sian sian... i think whether or not i do well, i will end up regretting loh..

pain!!!

argh!!! my back realli hurts!!! stupid back.. soooo stiff n painful..cant sleep can move properly.. argh i need the sinseh.. but no time leh=/ sigh.. my neck jus cracked.. ouch... shall go back to exercising soon.. hahha

why is everyone's birthday in the same mth??? a person like me who doesnt save much has a big hole in her pocket!!! sigh.. my ang bao money all gone liao.. n i still hafen bought 3 pple's bday present.. sian.. forgive me if i cant afford getting u a present=/

aliens??

hmm jus watched some alien show on channel 5 n then had this weird discussion with dean abt aliens.. never tot abt it but aliens (those tt we imagine in movies n all) tend to look like unborn foetuses.. n aliens always seem to be more intelligent than we do.. though in all explainations of it, alien can be anyone who is foreign, including humans..

my conclusion is that as humans, we have always had this inate knowledge that we came from somewhere... so some think that humans came from "aliens" - which shows from the fact that aliens resemble the beginnings of human lifeform in the mother's womb.. also, these aliens r highly intelligent lifeforms.. since they noe abt us n can come to our world but we cant seem to find them.. so Mankind hope that they came from aliens, meaning we too are intelligent lifeforms. however.. this totalli "cheapens" God's creation.. from planned creation, we would rather be an accident.. from purposefully created, we are jus a continuation of another lifeform.. sigh.. i guess i jus hope tt aliens dun exist...

freak out!!!

wah.. yesterday was one of the rare times i actually felt my heart stop man.. suddenli my laptop couldnt be switched on!!! -screams in horror- started smsing the comp pro to ask how??? how??? wah reali freak me out man.. haha so today went to "repair" it liao.. realise it wasnt the laptop's prob..muahaha it was the adaptor's fault.. so change adaptor can liao.. wah.. i think i better have back up loh.. later laptop spoil i have to retype soooooo mani tings!!! cannot cannot

hmm today, i heard so mani stories on how God has helped his servants.. very very surprising how God works but hey... who said God is predictable? -grins- btw its defintely not easy to follow Christ.. u cant imagine the kinda politics u haf in any church (which is always hidden until u start serving greatly in tt church) or the kinda injustice u face.. we always think tt wat we r facing now is bad enough n we r the most pitiful pple on earth.. but wait till u go get greater responsibilities.. the devil has greater "plans for u" too.. but hey.. the greater the problems.. the greater God's grace as well.. its amazing how God always provides at the last min.. but anyhow, it is onli thru such horrible circumstances tt we learn more abt God n love HIm more.. so honestli i dun mind getting into horrible circumstances as long as i can noe more abt God.

well, we must reali pray more for the servants of God. wat they face is realli beyond wat we can imagine so must pray hard for strength. esp now my dad going india, where there is flood. sigh reali fear for him. but hey, my dad belongs to the creator of heaven and earth, so even now, God is preparing for my dad in India. jus wanna ask those of u reading this to pray hard for my dad too k? thanks=p

o ya was watching star idol (i think tts wat its called) on channel 8 jus now.. haha so disgusting.. but its funny watching pple embarrass themselves jus to be famous.. o well.. but it did ignite my interest in acting.. miss those good ol days in chinese drama;) i think i haf been getting alot of those weird sudden interests, like modeling (not like i can make it) n acting n singing.. hehe i think im going crazy with all tt stress..