Yay! Its raining!! O wait.. I am not in bed.. wait. Im not even at home!
Let us not become weary in doing good, for at the proper time we will reap a harvest if we do not give up. Galatians 6:9
Yay! Its raining!! O wait.. I am not in bed.. wait. Im not even at home!
do not let anyone look down on you because you are young, but be an example for the believers in speech, in life, in love, in faith and in purity.my scripture memory for the week just slapped me in the face today. well done.
Getting caught up in this whirlwind of busyness is not my idea of fun. Jumped into the pool thinking this is a good chance to learn swimming. But I guess the old saying is right. Do not jump into the deep end of the pool until you know how to swim.
It seems that my workload gets heavier every day. I do not know what to make out of this anymore. Is this a mistake? Having 8 hours straight of lectures and tutorials on Friday means I will have to miss lunch. Wonderful. Here comes unintentional dieting.
Teachers Day is coming so heres wishing a great Teachers Day to all you teachers out there. Make sure you earn the presents you get.
why do i dislike you? good question. how do i choose who i am attracted to and who i am not? perhaps when you have too many of my faults (past and present) i find you irritating. i changed because i know i should not be like this anymore. why can't you go and change too? stop thinking you are better than anyone else. because you are not. neither am i better than you. we are all equal before Him.
i hate the air. my nose cant stop running. my eyes tear non-stop. my throat hurts. my head is throbbing. wonderful. just wonderful.
the light goes off and her dark side emerges. i do not want this to happen. everything she thought she was not. she becomes. is this going to be a constant struggle? will this ever stop?
take the sunglasses off my eyes please. right now everything is dark and cold. i need to see the light. i did this on purpose. but now i lost that purpose. did i make a mistake? will i survive?
this is the time in the year again when we have to face the deadly CORS. somehow, it was alot easier this year when going through all that bidding and stuff, because i remember the most wonderful thing that happened to me last sem.
school is going to start soon. i wonder if i am looking forward to it in the first place. this break has been far too long, but constructive. never did so much housework in my life i think.
all my loved ones, friends and family, were standing around me. smiling. warm. loving. then i felt the laughter fade away and i see walls rising. some were so thick and impermeable. some, still in the process of construction. i feel a hammer in my hands. but im tired of hacking at those walls when they build faster than i can tear them down. i sit down, determined to just give up. then i feel the walls closing in.
i hate being who i am. i haf too many faults. too many weaknesses. someone said that kind people feel sad very easily because they not only feel sad for themselves but they also feel sad for others. i would love to believe im kind. whenever i hate someone i end up hating myself even more because i come to the realization that i am like them too.